Tuesday, May 31, 2011

UNNAMED


7 THINGS I HATE ABOUT MYSELF:-

1. I am soooo lazy that i ditch dinner at times so that i can snuggle in my bed.
2. I sleep too much. The previous one implies this one or the case is vice versa i dont know but somehow there seems to be a connection between the two.
3. I laugh too much and too loud and on top of that I sometimes laugh at odd times and the people around me think I have gone crazy. What they don't know is that my mind is wandering every second of the day and I sometimes remember a funny incident from the past and laugh when everyone expects me to be serious.
4. I have a stupid habit of staring at myself in the mirror for long periods of time and I lack an explanation for that. No wait I have one...... maybe I'm constantly searching for some traces of beauty in me :P
5. I CAN'T study when I need to do it most.
6. I can't live without music!!! even when I am studying I am either humming or singing if I dont have the facility of listening to music.
7. I get the weirdest of dreams when I'm asleep. Though none of them are depressing or can be classified as nightmares but its strange to see myself involved in a movie like dream. Maybe these dreams are a by product of my imagination but they are so beautiful that I hate to wake up. hmmmm look at this This may be another reason to my extreme sleeping capability.

BUT  inspite of all this, I LOVE MYSELF IMMENSELY :P :) :D  and there must be something so good in me that will hide my imperfections :)

Now why did I write all this who knows? maybe I'm currently under a stage of self criticism and if so is the case, God help me to snap out of it as soon as possible....... as I already said I LOVE MYSELF and I dont like to criticize myself :P 

Saturday, May 14, 2011

just like that

hmmm so I had quite forgotten about my blog until today when one of my friends started her own :P so I thought maybe I should also drop by to make an entry into mine :P


what to write as of now............. I don't have anything specific in mind and I'm also a little tired,  of course naturally because its 4'o clock in the morning but yes I remember Jane Eyre very well  as I have been reading it the whole day. Most likely something from the novel is going to accompany me in my dreams. :) 


And speaking of dreams........... well I have all sorts of dreams (please don't be confused , here I strictly refer to the dreams that I see when in sleep ). Sometimes I'm a princess, sometimes a vampire :P, sometimes I'm swept off to some far away place still unknown to the human race and I struggle for my survival there. Seldom I see people from my real life but involved in activities and situations contrastingly different from what they are really. I feel sleep drawing a curtain over my eyes now................ so someday, sometime I'll be back to give you a glimpse into  one of my dreams.


My good morning to everybody who is going to arise from his/her bed soon.............. and a sweet goodbye.


P.S. This entry may not be sufficient, or good or whatever but don't blame me because I have already given an account of the conditions in which it is written :P