यूँ ही

आते जाते राहों में,

यूँ ही मिल गया था कोई,

एक मुस्कान से बस,

सीने से दिल ले गया था कोई.

बस एक झलक दिखा हमें,

उल्फ़त सिखा गया था कोई.

आते जाते राहों में,

यूँ ही मिल गया था कोई.

उनके दीदार को तरसते नैन हमारे,

नींद- ओ- होश ग़ुम हुए हमारे.

हाय ये इश्क है कैसी सज़ा,

यही है दर्द, यही है दवा.

कोई इसे कहे आग का दरिया, 

भगवान् देखे कोई इस में .

आते जाते राहों में,

यूँ ही मिल गया था कोई.

मेरे मन

हर अंधकार के बाद आएगा उजाला,

ये चक्र ही है कुदरत का कायदा. 

निराशा के समुन्दर में डूबे तो क्या,

आशा के द्वीप मिलेंगे, मेरे मन तू देखना.

तेरे जीवन की गाथा लिख रहा है परमात्मा,

एक दरवाज़ा हुआ ग़र बंद, नए रास्ते पे चल पड़ना.

हर आंसू जो तुने बहाया, बना है एक मोती,

एक दिन उनकी तू पहनेगा माला, मेरे मन तू देखना.

Sometimes I Wonder

So, I have been wondering about a few things these past days. The object that has attracted thought from me is, well they are some of those things that people say to cheer you up.For example I was told that :
1. Everything that happens, happens for a reason.
2. All is well at the end, and if it is not well, it is not the end.

I wonder that if any of this is true, or these lines were written by some super crafty person to console others and have been used since. Take the first one for instance. Is there always a reason behind everything? We, the humans often act on impulse without stopping beforehand and thinking that oh no, I must have a reason. Do we not do somethings just because we want to do them? Then why can't God act on impulse every now and then?

The second one, in a twisting and turning way, it says that all stories end happily. Well, I don't think that's true. I know many tragic stories. Everybody does.  Then how do we know that our story won't be a sad one?

I am on the lookout for answers to these questions. Someday, if I find them, I'll come back her and write them. Till then,

Signing off,
Bhavna :)

a random blabbering

okay so I am here after a long time and today i am here to pour in whatever random stipulations my mind is doing.

The first one is magic. Yes, magic is a puddle of questions for me. Does it exist? Can it make things happen or all of it is just an illusion?? If magic does happen then who does magic? Do we need some special quality to be able to do it or are we all all equally capable? Why these questions all of a sudden, you may ask not that I mind answering. The reason I am thinking about magic is because I desperately need some good magic in my life, for many things like to help me study, which takes me to my next point.

The point is I can't study when I need to do it the most. God knows where, when and how I developed this crazy , lazy and careless attitude towards my studies. I don't feel like studying AT ALL !!!! and that is stupid because I know that I should study, and study hard , but my mind keeps wavering.

The next thing is , ....ohh forget it!! there is no time, I must study. I've got an exam tomorrow and haven't even started studying So gotta go right now, see you later my blog.

P.S. To anybody who read this entire thing, I must say you have a lot of patience! 

A Rememberance

When I was a child, I dint have barbies, or video games, or cell phones, I dint even go out to play, but neither watched tv, I had heaps of books of every sort, I would sit and read them , then live my own fairy tales in my imagination, I went out to parks in the evenings and have a great time on swings, always racing against my friends to go higher and higher. I believed in magic, destiny and fairies.

I had a hard time if I ever threw tantrums, I had to learn to share whatever I got. Back then, My parents were my Angels, I was a Princess, being watched over by them and my l'il brothers were my my sweetie pies.

I did not have EVERYTHING, but I loved WHATEVER I had. Life was not a bed of roses, but it was still magically wonderful. I truly appreciate the way I was brought up and I really miss my childhood :)

Great Expectations

So the first point is that I'm not talking about the novel with the same title. I am here to talk about my own expectations. As I stated earlier that owing to our stupid human nature, we expect somethings from some people but maybe it proves a bit too much for them. But why do we expect??? Simple!!! We expect from certain people because we would do that much for them. We don't have expectations from any jolly fellow walking on the roads. But sometimes our little expectations may become heavy loads for some people so they throw them off. Of course I forgot that expectations are the cause of sorrow in this world. Gautama Buddha said so. But he is a dead man now and we seldom forget what he taught us.

Anybody who reads this might want to ask me why so much about expectations??? Because it happens to people. Now there is a message for those who crumpled my expectations and if they are alert enough, they will catch it. If they think of my expectations as a burden, fine, I expect nothing of them from now on as I expect nothing from a stranger. But I will have to repay their favor, as this is what I have been taught to do.  So these certain people must be assured that from now on I am going to treat all that they expect of me as I treat the dirt under my shoes.

WHY??????

There are so many things in life for which we want reasons but one that's troubling me right now is that why does it happen when we want to let go of something or someone we love the harder we try, the more difficult it becomes?? For instance I right now want to give up on my craze about chocolates and sweets but every time I try to ignore my craving of them, it seems as if they are attracting me to themselves with double force.

This also applies to relationships, particularly romantic ones. It is terribly hard to forget about someone you love truly from your heart because they just don't remain somebody to you, they become a part of yourself and it must feel awful to strip off a part of yourself from within you. Ohh! how much it must pain......... but again the point is it takes a big deal of time and effort  to release your heart from the captivation of that person's influence and each time you make an attempt and you feel even more affection and you begin to think .......why?? Why is it happening to me? Where does my fault lie?? Now if I am willing to move ahead then why do I feel chained to you??

I guess some questions remain unanswered in life. I think this is one of those questions,  but I'm still seeking for an answer. May God help me in my mission :P and my friends if you want to pour in some answers of your own......... you are most welcome to do so :)

Signing Off for today,
Bhavna :)

UNNAMED

7 THINGS I HATE ABOUT MYSELF:-

1. I am soooo lazy that i ditch dinner at times so that i can snuggle in my bed.

2. I sleep too much. The previous one implies this one or the case is vice versa i dont know but somehow there seems to be a connection between the two.

3. I laugh too much and too loud and on top of that I sometimes laugh at odd times and the people around me think I have gone crazy. What they don't know is that my mind is wandering every second of the day and I sometimes remember a funny incident from the past and laugh when everyone expects me to be serious.

4. I have a stupid habit of staring at myself in the mirror for long periods of time and I lack an explanation for that. No wait I have one...... maybe I'm constantly searching for some traces of beauty in me :P

5. I CAN'T study when I need to do it most.

6. I can't live without music!!! even when I am studying I am either humming or singing if I dont have the facility of listening to music.

7. I get the weirdest of dreams when I'm asleep. Though none of them are depressing or can be classified as nightmares but its strange to see myself involved in a movie like dream. Maybe these dreams are a by product of my imagination but they are so beautiful that I hate to wake up. hmmmm look at this This may be another reason to my extreme sleeping capability.

BUT  inspite of all this, I LOVE MYSELF IMMENSELY :P :) :D  and there must be something so good in me that will hide my imperfections :)

Now why did I write all this who knows? maybe I'm currently under a stage of self criticism and if so is the case, God help me to snap out of it as soon as possible....... as I already said I LOVE MYSELF and I dont like to criticize myself :P 

just like that

hmmm so I had quite forgotten about my blog until today when one of my friends started her own :P so I thought maybe I should also drop by to make an entry into mine :P


what to write as of now............. I don't have anything specific in mind and I'm also a little tired,  of course naturally because its 4'o clock in the morning but yes I remember Jane Eyre very well  as I have been reading it the whole day. Most likely something from the novel is going to accompany me in my dreams. :) 


And speaking of dreams........... well I have all sorts of dreams (please don't be confused , here I strictly refer to the dreams that I see when in sleep ). Sometimes I'm a princess, sometimes a vampire :P, sometimes I'm swept off to some far away place still unknown to the human race and I struggle for my survival there. Seldom I see people from my real life but involved in activities and situations contrastingly different from what they are really. I feel sleep drawing a curtain over my eyes now................ so someday, sometime I'll be back to give you a glimpse into  one of my dreams.


My good morning to everybody who is going to arise from his/her bed soon.............. and a sweet goodbye.


P.S. This entry may not be sufficient, or good or whatever but don't blame me because I have already given an account of the conditions in which it is written :P